[ The mental question mark is answered with the impression of a question in turn because K's well and truly out of his depth with all of this. But he's also entirely willing to see where it takes them, as he's already conveyed by shifting his position to accommodate what Tech Boy's doing, as well as reaching to help with the unfastening himself. His uncertainty now is down to nerves stemming from inexperience and simply not knowing what to expect, physically, because all of his knowledge is hypothetical beyond this point. He understands the biology â enough to know his own unfortunately won't be a perfect imitation of human sexual responses â but has never experienced the reality. And that's... sort of intimidating in the heat of the moment, in a way that makes him reluctant to relinquish control. He wants to participate, not just have things done to him.
Which would be easier if he actually knew what to do.
I want this. I want you, he's quick to reassure, worried his uncertainty may give the wrong impression and prematurely end things. Even if he's going to blunder his way through this to an unsatisfying conclusion, at least he'll have done it of his own volition. (There's a very real fear behind that thought, too, of Tech Boy's interest in him waning, once he realises humans or other gods make superior partners in every way.)
Luckily for both of them, he catches on quickly enough once Tech Boy takes him in hand. It is overwhelming, not quite registering as pleasurable in those first few seconds, the direct contact just too much against his sensitised skin. His hand hovers over Tech Boy's, not trying to stop him but in an unspoken request to take things slow. And it isn't long before the sensation begins to feel good, soon edging fully into pleasure, and encouraging him to slip his hand past Tech Boy's clothing as well to finally wrap his fingers around his bare cock. Quelling his worries about the future as best he can to focus on the present, he settles in to enjoy wherever this new intimacy will lead them. ]
can probably ftb or wrap here (also loling @ sex with k not being fun IT'S TRUE BUT HE TRIES.....)
Which would be easier if he actually knew what to do.
I want this. I want you, he's quick to reassure, worried his uncertainty may give the wrong impression and prematurely end things. Even if he's going to blunder his way through this to an unsatisfying conclusion, at least he'll have done it of his own volition. (There's a very real fear behind that thought, too, of Tech Boy's interest in him waning, once he realises humans or other gods make superior partners in every way.)
Luckily for both of them, he catches on quickly enough once Tech Boy takes him in hand. It is overwhelming, not quite registering as pleasurable in those first few seconds, the direct contact just too much against his sensitised skin. His hand hovers over Tech Boy's, not trying to stop him but in an unspoken request to take things slow. And it isn't long before the sensation begins to feel good, soon edging fully into pleasure, and encouraging him to slip his hand past Tech Boy's clothing as well to finally wrap his fingers around his bare cock. Quelling his worries about the future as best he can to focus on the present, he settles in to enjoy wherever this new intimacy will lead them. ]