[ No more guilt. No more misunderstandings. Not right now. The Technical Boy is tired, and he's tired of this place. Tired of running and of looking over his shoulder, and for whatever reason K's been there for him reliably for the last few months without asking for anything in return. Until now. The red string of fate is still shining between them, but it isn't influencing this decision. Not really. Not anymore.
When he feels K tense under his hand, an unusual pang of worry shoots through him. He inhales slowly, charged with anticipation. But then K touches their foreheads together, and Tech Boy closes his eyes. He pulls himself into K's touch using the hand on the back of K's neck as leverage. For a few seconds, Tech Boy's mind is merely a feedback signal of enjoyment. No words, no thoughts, except for the feel of K against him. It's a sensation he absolutely wants more of in the future.
The request strikes him as odd. Not odd that K would want that kind of relationship, but simply-- ] I've never had that before, [ he admits. And in all the god's years, that's the truth. He'd never had the luxury of time or a suitable companion. He'd never known anyone who wanted him around after they'd taken what they wanted from him. And an emotional connection? Unheard of. because that's when they abandon you. ]
[ He frowns to himself, clenches his jaw, opens his eyes and tries again. Binary. Ones and zeroes. It's that simple, isn't it? Do you want this with me? There are only two answers to pick from, and the young god had known it since K stepped inside his apartment. ] Yes. [ It's Tech Boy's turn to pause. ] I understand. I want this with you. For as long as you can handle being the lover of a god... and everything that might entail.
[ His lips twitch at the use of lover. It seems like such an antiquated term coming from this particular god, and this particular person. But K's more than happy to accept it, and doesn't care to make Tech Boy feel self-conscious by commenting on his choice of words. ]
It's new for both of us. We'll figure it out together.
[ And maybe it was a rhetorical turn of phrase, for as long as you can handle, but it touches on something he's already given serious consideration when thinking on what it might be like to be involved with a literal god. Which is... time. Aging, or rather the lack thereof; their respective lifespans. Probably it's just as well neither of them have been involved with humans before in this type of arrangement, or other gods, or other replicants, because what they'll have together is bound to be fundamentally different, and not just where their lifespans are concerned. And it's comforting, knowing they aren't separated by a significant gap in experience. At least not with this.
Winding both arms around Tech Boy, he fully leans back until he's lying on the bed and pulls the god down with him. Then in the same carefully restrained manner as before, he reaches to touch Tech Boy's face, gently tracing his features with the fingertips of one hand. He's barely experienced physical intimacy and it's already hard to imagine ever going without this now.
Eventually he voices his thoughts, speaking quietly. ] You'll outlive any individual human. [ It's a reasonable assumption, with everything that he knows about the type of god that Tech Boy is. ] And so will I. [ If he isn't (permanently) killed, but that's left unsaid. ]
There's no telling what the future may bring, but promising me I can have this for as long as I can handle it... [ And he's smiling as he says it, expression warm. That could be a very long time, in other words. ] Just don't be surprised when I hold you to that.
[ There are several different ways to interpret "as long as you can handle", and Tech Boy can feel it in his chest and in his groin that that's the meaning K's chosen to go with. If they're talking lifespans, their potential future together could be significant indeed. And what a time they'd have. Now to see if the young god's personality can be overcome for the longevity of this new type of relationship. He's far more concerned about being abandoned or replaced than either one of them dying of old age on the other.
But. That is looking far too distantly into the future. There are much more important things happening here now than require nothing less than his undivided attention. Tech Boy goes down easily when K leans back onto the bed until he's fully straddling K's hips with the weight of his chest pressed against K's. It's true he's always been drawn to the visual appearance of K's body as well as the advanced technology from which he's constructed. He doesn't have a very high opinion of much else about K's world, but the perfection beneath him leaves the god with no complaints. Not a one for every blessed inch of him.
He smiles with a choked little laugh. ] You can have this. [ He turns his face to kiss the center of K's palm, touching softly with the tip of his tongue. ] And I'm gonna fucking hold you to it.
[ Sitting up just enough to get a grip on K's shirt, he tugs at it a little. ] Off.
[ K obligingly raises his arms and arches his back as needed to allow Tech Boy to easily pull off his shirt. But he isn't the only one who needs to lose some clothing here. Holding Tech Boy's shirt near the collar, he gives a light tug to convey his intentions before working on removing his, too, setting it aside afterward.
... And then he pauses as he takes in the physical perfection that's been very well-concealed by Tech Boy's customarily loose, oversized clothing, raising his eyebrows as the thought made in god's image comes to mind, passing through their string connection. K's aware of how he was created to look, the same general aesthetic that most replicants share — lean muscle and smooth skin that defies scarring, though in his case he's still sporting a few from the last month that will eventually heal without leaving a trace — but he hadn't quite known what to expect of the god. This is an interesting surprise. And he's still staring without shame. (That's his prerogative now, isn't it?)
He reaches to press his palms against Tech Boy's bared skin, fingers splayed as he runs his hands appreciatively along the expanse of his chest, and lower, mapping his body with all of the wondering, unselfconscious curiosity of someone who's experiencing touching another person for the first time. His thoughts are a steady, quiet thrum of discovery and affection. ]
[ Tech Boy had seen K soaked to the skin and had felt him up through his clothes, but he is very pleased with the reveal. Tossing K's shirt aside, he consents for K to undress him as well, smiling at the particularly pleasant yet unfamiliar ritual... and thinking that maybe he'll hang onto that shirt for the good memories later on.
Perfect and remarkable, K's human designers had clearly known what they were doing, but his body shone of divine inspiration. The sentiment of calling K "art" returns to his mind but, rather than being embarrassed by the word (they're quite beyond that now), K's echoing thought of made in god's image causes him to giggle delightedly--which he promptly stifles with one hand. Maybe it ruins the mood or his godly image a bit, but it truly may be one of the only times he's genuinely laughed in years.
To make up for it, he lightly places his hands on the backs of K's as they explore, encouraging a firmer touch here and there, showing K what he likes. His eyes flicker closed in enjoyment. He thought he'd been hard for K already, but the affectionate curiosity is really going to his head. Grinding against K so he can feel his cock through fabric, Tech Boy's only thought is lamenting the existence of pants. ]
That's a complicated question involving serious theological kōans like "which came first, the god or the belief?" [ he smirks. ] I have my own ideas about that.
[ Quite contrary to ruining the mood, Tech Boy's amusement is infectious, provoking an answering smile from K that's nothing short of adoring. He'd really like to hear that again, especially if he's able to be the cause.
Discovery isn't limited to his exploration of Tech Boy's body, but also occurs within himself as his restless shifting beneath the god gradually resolves into deliberate intent. Driven by an unfamiliar instinct, he begins to rock his hips upward to meet Tech Boy's movements, seeking more friction and sighing as his eyes momentarily slip closed once he finds it. It puts him in mind of the first time the biting chill of nuclear winter in Los Angeles stung his unprotected face, and later his first proper shower with hot water, the way the heat rapidly enveloped him in the small, enclosed space — incredible sensations that had previously only existed as concepts to him, and nothing could've prepared him for what actually experiencing them would be like.
Just as nothing could've prepared him for this. Well... maybe not nothing, but it's never occurred to him to touch himself beyond what's necessary for maintaining good hygiene, and for better or worse now Tech Boy's aware of that as well courtesy of the glimmering red string that connects them. ]
I like the way you look. [ Stating the blatantly obvious here, but he suspects the words will be appreciated all the same. ] I just wanted to know whether I should compliment you or compliment your taste. [ He manages to keep a straight face until the last moment, where his teasing smile gives him away. But his tone is serious when he requests: ] Tell me about your ideas.
[ Because he's genuinely interested and is entirely capable of multitasking, as he demonstrates by happily accepting the guidance offered by Tech Boy's hands on his while continuing to touch and explore every inch of the god's body that's within his reach. ]
[ The insight granted by the red string brings a surprised expression to Tech Boy's face that quickly morphs into genuine delight colored with a glitter of mischief. Touching himself for pleasure had never occurred to K. More than simply the newness of the exclusive emotional entanglement, the physical aspect is virginal as well. K really had no idea what he'd been missing or what he has to look forward to, but Tech Boy would put money on the fact that K learns his way quickly. Those strong hands on the god's skin already promised to be gentle and thorough, and Tech Boy couldn't honestly have admitted in the moment if this revelation tempered or sharpened his lust. Closing his eyes lightly, he moves more deliberately now, focusing on enhancing K's new discovery of sensation.
Words come unbidden to his mind--"I can take care of you"--and travel between them. It is Tech Boy's own voice, but those are not his words. He hates her a little in this moment but won't allow his thoughts to linger there. A love goddess knows her trade, but it is not unique to her kind. Tech Boy will take care of K, in every way he can think of. No goddess magic necessary. He pushes the thought away like a cloud of vape smoke. I will, he emphasizes. ]
My ideas-- [ Tech Boy leads K's fingers to between his legs, over the fabric of his pants for now. ] are all about you. [ Skin on skin would likely undo him too quickly, and Tech Boy wants to savor this. It's too precious to rush, and they have all the time in the world. ]
[ That hint of mischief is met with mirth on K's part. He has to debate whether he should explain the extent of his knowledge — he does understand the biology involved — but that he's just never had any use for this information before now, nor any real desire to act on it. Of course, there's a world of difference between knowledge and firsthand experience, that's being made abundantly clear as their efforts become more coordinated...
In the wake of that promise and with such a brazen invitation to touch the god more intimately, the clothing barrier is hardly going to be a deterrence. Inexperience with a trace of diffidence keeps K's touch light at first, just the tips of his fingers sweeping across the fabric of Tech Boy's pants, almost teasingly, before settling over the unmistakable proof of his arousal. K's eyes flicker back up to his face as he presses more firmly with one hand (perhaps not coincidentally, the one bearing the red string around his ring finger), curling his fingers inward and stroking them up the hard length of Tech Boy's cock through his pants. He'd like to be able to take care of Tech Boy as well, in more than just this way.
You always do.
It's accompanied by a flash of memory: his arms, bitten and torn and bleeding. Then being touched by Tech Boy, healed at the expense of the god's own energy at a time when he could barely stand unassisted. ]
In that case, I think we may need to revisit that red thread of fate theory. [ His words are punctuated by an appreciative squeeze to the relevant part of Tech Boy's anatomy, a raised eyebrow and pleased smile, and then he elaborates: ] It could have manifested because of what I was already feeling...
[ Because that's what the connection has seemed to do, for him; exaggerated what was already there, rather than implanting anything truly foreign. The unusual intensity of his emotions over the last couple months may have been confusing to deal with, but it's served to crystallise his desires along the way. ]
[ There's no point in explaining when it's way more fun for K to demonstrate the extent of his knowledge. And so far, he's doing splendidly. The light touches are a nice preamble, and only goes to further convince the god of K's innocence and inexperience in these matters. They'll have to practice, he thinks, and it brings a wicked little smile to his lips. Plenty of practice. Tech Boy catches K's glance as his touch grows more confident, holding his gaze for a long moment. He presses into the caress, making a soft sound of pleasure to indicate yes, just like that. Tilting his hips a little, he grinds against K slowly in order to feel the full length of K's erection beneath him. Then he does it again, letting his own physical enjoyment travel along the red string with a near electric hum.
It's temping to abandon the conversation, strip them both naked, and get into a more thorough investigation of each other's bodies. While Tech Boy is, of course, a skilled multitasker, there are times when focus is the best option. And Tech Boy wants to give K's body his full and undivided attention.
But K brings up a valid point, one that Tech Boy had tucked away in his mind. ] I don't believe in that kind of fate. [ He doesn't like when things are that far out of his control. ] But this red string isn't a coincidence. Not if you were already starting to feel... [ something ] too. Even before you pulled me from the frozen ocean, you were special to me. It tied us together, thoughts and all, to catalyze what was already happening. [ He shifts his weight with a suggestive arch of his back. ] I couldn't stand to be away.
[ Head tipped back and watching from beneath his lashes, K arches into each movement against him trying to maintain as much contact as possible, greedy for more even as the sensations are already bordering on too much. The feedback through their string connection has him practically writhing, and his first attempt at a reply dissolves into a shivering sigh before he can regain his bearings. ]
Given I don't have a medical background, I've wondered if being assigned to the ship's hospital was really coincidental or something else.
[ He's not sure if he'd go so far as to call it fate, either. But maybe it was Sodder's subtle attempt to help one or both of them, if that isn't attributing too much benevolence (and prescience) to the entity they know so little about. It's only a shame they hadn't met sooner, he thinks.
In an effort to gain better leverage he slides his hands up to grip Tech Boy's sides, and it's all the warning he receives before K reverses their position by deftly flipping him over and gently pushing him down by his shoulders, kneeling between his legs. Being so close to the edge of the bed doesn't leave much room to really maneuver. But he's at least able to lean close, marking a path partway down Tech Boy's body with his mouth, trailing kisses that end in a scrape of his teeth, not quite a bite. He's exceptionally careful to not be too rough without knowing whether it'll be enjoyed. ]
Move up. [ The request is mouthed against the god's skin, and K gives a light push toward the pillows to indicate where he wants Tech Boy to go. Might as well get more comfortable if they're going to be here a while. ]
[ Between the physical sensation and the sting feedback, Tech Boy's eyes close lightly for a moment as he lets the shiver roll through him. His skin would be flushed if it could, and there's something barely restrained in his posture that will only last a few minutes longer at this rate. Because it's more that simply the friction of their bodies, the connection of their minds and the admission of their hearts pushes the Technical Boy into quite a compromised state. He's not-so-secretly grateful for it. ]
Coincidence or conspiracy. The outcome is what's important now.
[ A soft exhale of enjoyment of K's hands on his sides turns into an undignified little squeak when K flips him, and he bites his lip to keep the giggle from bubbling up again. Tech Boy arches his back to raise his body to the progress of K's mouth, bright eyes watching him with sparkling curiosity. He makes a small sound at the almost-bite. Teeth are good.
Using his hands, Tech Boy complies with K's request without hesitation. Not that he's never fallen off a bed before, but he fears that might put too soon an end to things, and there's no way he's going to let that happen. His hands seek out K's strong back, using his fingertips as encouragement. Tech Boy is more than content for the moment for K to explore at his own pace, but he also can't seem to hold still, taking every opportunity to make skin contact wherever he can. ]
[ Having his request obeyed so readily like that sends a hot thrill through him like an electric shock and for a long moment all he can do is stare, breath catching at the sight. Maybe this discovery about himself shouldn't be as surprising as it is, that he'd enjoy experiencing something that he's always been denied: being in "control", rather than the one being controlled.
But he doesn't dwell too long on the revelation before he's moving with Tech Boy, eager to resume where they'd left off, now with the room to better explore their new arrangement. Seeking Tech Boy's mouth with his own for a heated kiss, K settles against him carefully so their hips are aligned and marvels at how easily they fit together.
Strongly suspecting Tech Boy must have picked up on his prior thoughts, he can't help wondering now: ] Do you ever touch yourself? [ There's a teasing smile pulling at the corners of his mouth as he asks it. Reaching up with a hand, he lightly touches Tech Boy's coiffed hair, taking care not to muss it on the way to holding the nape of his neck, fingers warm against his skin. ]
[ The press of K's weight on top on him sends a surge of enjoyment through Tech Boy's body, something he readily shares with K through the string connection. More than simply pleasure (of which there is also a near-overwhelming amount), there is a comfort to this. Not just lust, but warmth and protection that Tech Boy hasn't experienced in fat too long. If ever, if he's honest. Maybe he'd owe Fate a drink for their chance encounter after all, not that he'd ever admit that to anyone.
Tech Boy meets K's kiss with equal intensity and begins to slide his hands down K's back until his fingertips tease inside the waistband of K's pants, urging him into motion against him. Tech Boy hooks one leg around K's, using his foot to hold on to the back of K's knee.
The question makes him laugh softly, the kiss leaving him a little breathless. ]
Yeah, I do. Whenever I feel like it and it's appropriate. It's good stress relief. [ He leans his head slightly into the touch on his hair, conscious of every inch of K's body against his. K's smile draws out one of Tech Boy's own. ] And it's fun. You've really never tried it? [ There's an obviously projected thought masquerading as veiled suggestion, We could. Together. Unless you want something more. ]
[ The question has him growing still against Tech Boy as he thinks on how to answer, hopefully without ruining the mood for both of them. The problem is, he's unable to lie even for the sake of preserving someone else's comfort, and he also feels obligated to inform Tech Boy of his... possible limitations in this regard. His tone is hesitant, careful. ]
My designed function is law enforcement. I'm not a pleasure model. It doesn't really serve a purpose for me, I guess. Normally. [ Lowering his voice, he admits: ] Unless I were ever ordered to perform the functions of a pleasure model.
[ Because consent doesn't exist for replicants. And regardless of model, they can all technically be used in whatever manner their owners see fit.
K's no exception to that rule, he's just luckier than most in having a handler who offered him something of a choice in the matter. Just as Tech Boy is doing right now. And this time... he does want to experience physical intimacy, even if he hardly knows where to begin.
Yes. That's a good place to start. Yes, they can do that together. But also yes, he wants something more. Maybe? There's still the lingering uncertainty over what he's even physically capable of, but he'd like to experience just about anything he's able to, at least in time. If we have that luxury, he thinks, and the brush of his lips against Tech Boy's is gentler now as he slides his hand up to cradle the back of Tech Boy's head. ]
[ For all of Tech Boy's tough talk and harsh language, the gentler kiss draws an immediate reaction from him. Half-pinned under the solid, reassuring weight K's body, Tech Boy melts into that sensation for a moment. To Tech Boy's recalled memory, no one has held him this way. Sex was fun, rough, sweaty, and often brief--but that's not what this is. Which is fine by him because that's not what he wants right now. K is holding him carefully, reverently, almost protectively. It's the kind of treatment a god could get used to if he weren't careful.
But isn't that what they've decided? To be together. To be in a relationship where "getting used to it" is possible? It really does sound good. Being together feels good. K's answer to the question does not dampen Tech Boy's mood in the slightest. ]
You decided 'yes' of your free will. I have no intention of ever ordering you. Especially not for this. [ He presses the thought through their mental link with a warm expression of validation and affection. Yes, he could definitely get used to this.
Tech Boy slides one hand between their bodies to work on unfastening both of their pants. Unfortunately, they would eventually have to move in order to strip them off and get naked entirely, but it's enough for Tech Boy to slip his hand inside K's clothes. Before curling his nimble fingers around K's cock, he puts up a mental question mark. New skin-against-sensitive-skin sensation can possibly become overwhelming, and if K is at all still unsure--due to dwelling on his designated function or for any other reason--Tech Boy's still listening. ]
can probably ftb or wrap here (also loling @ sex with k not being fun IT'S TRUE BUT HE TRIES.....)
[ The mental question mark is answered with the impression of a question in turn because K's well and truly out of his depth with all of this. But he's also entirely willing to see where it takes them, as he's already conveyed by shifting his position to accommodate what Tech Boy's doing, as well as reaching to help with the unfastening himself. His uncertainty now is down to nerves stemming from inexperience and simply not knowing what to expect, physically, because all of his knowledge is hypothetical beyond this point. He understands the biology — enough to know his own unfortunately won't be a perfect imitation of human sexual responses — but has never experienced the reality. And that's... sort of intimidating in the heat of the moment, in a way that makes him reluctant to relinquish control. He wants to participate, not just have things done to him.
Which would be easier if he actually knew what to do.
I want this. I want you, he's quick to reassure, worried his uncertainty may give the wrong impression and prematurely end things. Even if he's going to blunder his way through this to an unsatisfying conclusion, at least he'll have done it of his own volition. (There's a very real fear behind that thought, too, of Tech Boy's interest in him waning, once he realises humans or other gods make superior partners in every way.)
Luckily for both of them, he catches on quickly enough once Tech Boy takes him in hand. It is overwhelming, not quite registering as pleasurable in those first few seconds, the direct contact just too much against his sensitised skin. His hand hovers over Tech Boy's, not trying to stop him but in an unspoken request to take things slow. And it isn't long before the sensation begins to feel good, soon edging fully into pleasure, and encouraging him to slip his hand past Tech Boy's clothing as well to finally wrap his fingers around his bare cock. Quelling his worries about the future as best he can to focus on the present, he settles in to enjoy wherever this new intimacy will lead them. ]
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When he feels K tense under his hand, an unusual pang of worry shoots through him. He inhales slowly, charged with anticipation. But then K touches their foreheads together, and Tech Boy closes his eyes. He pulls himself into K's touch using the hand on the back of K's neck as leverage. For a few seconds, Tech Boy's mind is merely a feedback signal of enjoyment. No words, no thoughts, except for the feel of K against him. It's a sensation he absolutely wants more of in the future.
The request strikes him as odd. Not odd that K would want that kind of relationship, but simply-- ] I've never had that before, [ he admits. And in all the god's years, that's the truth. He'd never had the luxury of time or a suitable companion. He'd never known anyone who wanted him around after they'd taken what they wanted from him. And an emotional connection? Unheard of.
because that's when they abandon you.][ He frowns to himself, clenches his jaw, opens his eyes and tries again. Binary. Ones and zeroes. It's that simple, isn't it? Do you want this with me? There are only two answers to pick from, and the young god had known it since K stepped inside his apartment. ] Yes. [ It's Tech Boy's turn to pause. ] I understand. I want this with you. For as long as you can handle being the lover of a god... and everything that might entail.
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It's new for both of us. We'll figure it out together.
[ And maybe it was a rhetorical turn of phrase, for as long as you can handle, but it touches on something he's already given serious consideration when thinking on what it might be like to be involved with a literal god. Which is... time. Aging, or rather the lack thereof; their respective lifespans. Probably it's just as well neither of them have been involved with humans before in this type of arrangement, or other gods, or other replicants, because what they'll have together is bound to be fundamentally different, and not just where their lifespans are concerned. And it's comforting, knowing they aren't separated by a significant gap in experience. At least not with this.
Winding both arms around Tech Boy, he fully leans back until he's lying on the bed and pulls the god down with him. Then in the same carefully restrained manner as before, he reaches to touch Tech Boy's face, gently tracing his features with the fingertips of one hand. He's barely experienced physical intimacy and it's already hard to imagine ever going without this now.
Eventually he voices his thoughts, speaking quietly. ] You'll outlive any individual human. [ It's a reasonable assumption, with everything that he knows about the type of god that Tech Boy is. ] And so will I. [ If he isn't (permanently) killed, but that's left unsaid. ]
There's no telling what the future may bring, but promising me I can have this for as long as I can handle it... [ And he's smiling as he says it, expression warm. That could be a very long time, in other words. ] Just don't be surprised when I hold you to that.
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But. That is looking far too distantly into the future. There are much more important things happening here now than require nothing less than his undivided attention. Tech Boy goes down easily when K leans back onto the bed until he's fully straddling K's hips with the weight of his chest pressed against K's. It's true he's always been drawn to the visual appearance of K's body as well as the advanced technology from which he's constructed. He doesn't have a very high opinion of much else about K's world, but the perfection beneath him leaves the god with no complaints. Not a one for every blessed inch of him.
He smiles with a choked little laugh. ] You can have this. [ He turns his face to kiss the center of K's palm, touching softly with the tip of his tongue. ] And I'm gonna fucking hold you to it.
[ Sitting up just enough to get a grip on K's shirt, he tugs at it a little. ] Off.
K: [ surprised pikachu face ]
... And then he pauses as he takes in the physical perfection that's been very well-concealed by Tech Boy's customarily loose, oversized clothing, raising his eyebrows as the thought made in god's image comes to mind, passing through their string connection. K's aware of how he was created to look, the same general aesthetic that most replicants share — lean muscle and smooth skin that defies scarring, though in his case he's still sporting a few from the last month that will eventually heal without leaving a trace — but he hadn't quite known what to expect of the god. This is an interesting surprise. And he's still staring without shame. (That's his prerogative now, isn't it?)
He reaches to press his palms against Tech Boy's bared skin, fingers splayed as he runs his hands appreciatively along the expanse of his chest, and lower, mapping his body with all of the wondering, unselfconscious curiosity of someone who's experiencing touching another person for the first time. His thoughts are a steady, quiet thrum of discovery and affection. ]
Do you choose the way you look?
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Perfect and remarkable, K's human designers had clearly known what they were doing, but his body shone of divine inspiration. The sentiment of calling K "art" returns to his mind but, rather than being embarrassed by the word (they're quite beyond that now), K's echoing thought of made in god's image causes him to giggle delightedly--which he promptly stifles with one hand. Maybe it ruins the mood or his godly image a bit, but it truly may be one of the only times he's genuinely laughed in years.
To make up for it, he lightly places his hands on the backs of K's as they explore, encouraging a firmer touch here and there, showing K what he likes. His eyes flicker closed in enjoyment. He thought he'd been hard for K already, but the affectionate curiosity is really going to his head. Grinding against K so he can feel his cock through fabric, Tech Boy's only thought is lamenting the existence of pants. ]
That's a complicated question involving serious theological kōans like "which came first, the god or the belief?" [ he smirks. ] I have my own ideas about that.
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Discovery isn't limited to his exploration of Tech Boy's body, but also occurs within himself as his restless shifting beneath the god gradually resolves into deliberate intent. Driven by an unfamiliar instinct, he begins to rock his hips upward to meet Tech Boy's movements, seeking more friction and sighing as his eyes momentarily slip closed once he finds it. It puts him in mind of the first time the biting chill of nuclear winter in Los Angeles stung his unprotected face, and later his first proper shower with hot water, the way the heat rapidly enveloped him in the small, enclosed space — incredible sensations that had previously only existed as concepts to him, and nothing could've prepared him for what actually experiencing them would be like.
Just as nothing could've prepared him for this. Well... maybe not nothing, but it's never occurred to him to touch himself beyond what's necessary for maintaining good hygiene, and for better or worse now Tech Boy's aware of that as well courtesy of the glimmering red string that connects them. ]
I like the way you look. [ Stating the blatantly obvious here, but he suspects the words will be appreciated all the same. ] I just wanted to know whether I should compliment you or compliment your taste. [ He manages to keep a straight face until the last moment, where his teasing smile gives him away. But his tone is serious when he requests: ] Tell me about your ideas.
[ Because he's genuinely interested and is entirely capable of multitasking, as he demonstrates by happily accepting the guidance offered by Tech Boy's hands on his while continuing to touch and explore every inch of the god's body that's within his reach. ]
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Words come unbidden to his mind--"I can take care of you"--and travel between them. It is Tech Boy's own voice, but those are not his words. He hates her a little in this moment but won't allow his thoughts to linger there. A love goddess knows her trade, but it is not unique to her kind. Tech Boy will take care of K, in every way he can think of. No goddess magic necessary. He pushes the thought away like a cloud of vape smoke. I will, he emphasizes. ]
My ideas-- [ Tech Boy leads K's fingers to between his legs, over the fabric of his pants for now. ] are all about you. [ Skin on skin would likely undo him too quickly, and Tech Boy wants to savor this. It's too precious to rush, and they have all the time in the world. ]
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In the wake of that promise and with such a brazen invitation to touch the god more intimately, the clothing barrier is hardly going to be a deterrence. Inexperience with a trace of diffidence keeps K's touch light at first, just the tips of his fingers sweeping across the fabric of Tech Boy's pants, almost teasingly, before settling over the unmistakable proof of his arousal. K's eyes flicker back up to his face as he presses more firmly with one hand (perhaps not coincidentally, the one bearing the red string around his ring finger), curling his fingers inward and stroking them up the hard length of Tech Boy's cock through his pants. He'd like to be able to take care of Tech Boy as well, in more than just this way.
You always do.
It's accompanied by a flash of memory: his arms, bitten and torn and bleeding. Then being touched by Tech Boy, healed at the expense of the god's own energy at a time when he could barely stand unassisted. ]
In that case, I think we may need to revisit that red thread of fate theory. [ His words are punctuated by an appreciative squeeze to the relevant part of Tech Boy's anatomy, a raised eyebrow and pleased smile, and then he elaborates: ] It could have manifested because of what I was already feeling...
[ Because that's what the connection has seemed to do, for him; exaggerated what was already there, rather than implanting anything truly foreign. The unusual intensity of his emotions over the last couple months may have been confusing to deal with, but it's served to crystallise his desires along the way. ]
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It's temping to abandon the conversation, strip them both naked, and get into a more thorough investigation of each other's bodies. While Tech Boy is, of course, a skilled multitasker, there are times when focus is the best option. And Tech Boy wants to give K's body his full and undivided attention.
But K brings up a valid point, one that Tech Boy had tucked away in his mind. ] I don't believe in that kind of fate. [ He doesn't like when things are that far out of his control. ] But this red string isn't a coincidence. Not if you were already starting to feel... [ something ] too. Even before you pulled me from the frozen ocean, you were special to me. It tied us together, thoughts and all, to catalyze what was already happening. [ He shifts his weight with a suggestive arch of his back. ] I couldn't stand to be away.
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Given I don't have a medical background, I've wondered if being assigned to the ship's hospital was really coincidental or something else.
[ He's not sure if he'd go so far as to call it fate, either. But maybe it was Sodder's subtle attempt to help one or both of them, if that isn't attributing too much benevolence (and prescience) to the entity they know so little about. It's only a shame they hadn't met sooner, he thinks.
In an effort to gain better leverage he slides his hands up to grip Tech Boy's sides, and it's all the warning he receives before K reverses their position by deftly flipping him over and gently pushing him down by his shoulders, kneeling between his legs. Being so close to the edge of the bed doesn't leave much room to really maneuver. But he's at least able to lean close, marking a path partway down Tech Boy's body with his mouth, trailing kisses that end in a scrape of his teeth, not quite a bite. He's exceptionally careful to not be too rough without knowing whether it'll be enjoyed. ]
Move up. [ The request is mouthed against the god's skin, and K gives a light push toward the pillows to indicate where he wants Tech Boy to go. Might as well get more comfortable if they're going to be here a while. ]
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Coincidence or conspiracy. The outcome is what's important now.
[ A soft exhale of enjoyment of K's hands on his sides turns into an undignified little squeak when K flips him, and he bites his lip to keep the giggle from bubbling up again. Tech Boy arches his back to raise his body to the progress of K's mouth, bright eyes watching him with sparkling curiosity. He makes a small sound at the almost-bite. Teeth are good.
Using his hands, Tech Boy complies with K's request without hesitation. Not that he's never fallen off a bed before, but he fears that might put too soon an end to things, and there's no way he's going to let that happen. His hands seek out K's strong back, using his fingertips as encouragement. Tech Boy is more than content for the moment for K to explore at his own pace, but he also can't seem to hold still, taking every opportunity to make skin contact wherever he can. ]
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But he doesn't dwell too long on the revelation before he's moving with Tech Boy, eager to resume where they'd left off, now with the room to better explore their new arrangement. Seeking Tech Boy's mouth with his own for a heated kiss, K settles against him carefully so their hips are aligned and marvels at how easily they fit together.
Strongly suspecting Tech Boy must have picked up on his prior thoughts, he can't help wondering now: ] Do you ever touch yourself? [ There's a teasing smile pulling at the corners of his mouth as he asks it. Reaching up with a hand, he lightly touches Tech Boy's coiffed hair, taking care not to muss it on the way to holding the nape of his neck, fingers warm against his skin. ]
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Tech Boy meets K's kiss with equal intensity and begins to slide his hands down K's back until his fingertips tease inside the waistband of K's pants, urging him into motion against him. Tech Boy hooks one leg around K's, using his foot to hold on to the back of K's knee.
The question makes him laugh softly, the kiss leaving him a little breathless. ]
Yeah, I do. Whenever I feel like it and it's appropriate. It's good stress relief. [ He leans his head slightly into the touch on his hair, conscious of every inch of K's body against his. K's smile draws out one of Tech Boy's own. ] And it's fun. You've really never tried it? [ There's an obviously projected thought masquerading as veiled suggestion, We could. Together. Unless you want something more. ]
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My designed function is law enforcement. I'm not a pleasure model. It doesn't really serve a purpose for me, I guess. Normally. [ Lowering his voice, he admits: ] Unless I were ever ordered to perform the functions of a pleasure model.
[ Because consent doesn't exist for replicants. And regardless of model, they can all technically be used in whatever manner their owners see fit.
K's no exception to that rule, he's just luckier than most in having a handler who offered him something of a choice in the matter. Just as Tech Boy is doing right now. And this time... he does want to experience physical intimacy, even if he hardly knows where to begin.
Yes. That's a good place to start. Yes, they can do that together. But also yes, he wants something more. Maybe? There's still the lingering uncertainty over what he's even physically capable of, but he'd like to experience just about anything he's able to, at least in time. If we have that luxury, he thinks, and the brush of his lips against Tech Boy's is gentler now as he slides his hand up to cradle the back of Tech Boy's head. ]
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But isn't that what they've decided? To be together. To be in a relationship where "getting used to it" is possible? It really does sound good. Being together feels good. K's answer to the question does not dampen Tech Boy's mood in the slightest. ]
You decided 'yes' of your free will. I have no intention of ever ordering you. Especially not for this. [ He presses the thought through their mental link with a warm expression of validation and affection. Yes, he could definitely get used to this.
Tech Boy slides one hand between their bodies to work on unfastening both of their pants. Unfortunately, they would eventually have to move in order to strip them off and get naked entirely, but it's enough for Tech Boy to slip his hand inside K's clothes. Before curling his nimble fingers around K's cock, he puts up a mental question mark. New skin-against-sensitive-skin sensation can possibly become overwhelming, and if K is at all still unsure--due to dwelling on his designated function or for any other reason--Tech Boy's still listening. ]
can probably ftb or wrap here (also loling @ sex with k not being fun IT'S TRUE BUT HE TRIES.....)
Which would be easier if he actually knew what to do.
I want this. I want you, he's quick to reassure, worried his uncertainty may give the wrong impression and prematurely end things. Even if he's going to blunder his way through this to an unsatisfying conclusion, at least he'll have done it of his own volition. (There's a very real fear behind that thought, too, of Tech Boy's interest in him waning, once he realises humans or other gods make superior partners in every way.)
Luckily for both of them, he catches on quickly enough once Tech Boy takes him in hand. It is overwhelming, not quite registering as pleasurable in those first few seconds, the direct contact just too much against his sensitised skin. His hand hovers over Tech Boy's, not trying to stop him but in an unspoken request to take things slow. And it isn't long before the sensation begins to feel good, soon edging fully into pleasure, and encouraging him to slip his hand past Tech Boy's clothing as well to finally wrap his fingers around his bare cock. Quelling his worries about the future as best he can to focus on the present, he settles in to enjoy wherever this new intimacy will lead them. ]